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♥ Thursday, August 31 ♥
just screw everything.i don't wanna go feeling that i might die again.. if only you know how tt feels. all that freaking needles in your skin. the feeling of slipping into the other world.. the feeling that you might not make it back to spore.. then you wouldnt make the decision.. we talked bout it. and now this.. so i'm only caring for myself?? can i laugh? this is the stupidest arguement i have ever had.. and now that i need someone to hear me out. no one's here. fug it.  left her thoughts ♥ 11:52:00 AM
♥ Wednesday, August 30 ♥
gym session yest...gave tuition today, i'm truely enjoying my time teachin Levis.. =) sucha cute boy,better then that stupid spoilt brat.. after tuition,went to tp library to read.. havent done tt in sucha long time.. but it was nice.. =) i cant wait for saturday to come.... left her thoughts ♥ 10:15:00 PM
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thank you for making my night..thanks for letting me know after soooo lonngg.. and to know that a lil drawing of mine stayed with you for 6 yrs.. saw it on your wall in a photo.. am very touched. really... thank you...  =) left her thoughts ♥ 12:35:00 AM
♥ Tuesday, August 29 ♥
Heal-westlife Even though you're near me I need you far away To be an ocean To build another way I'll be broken And I know it But I just can't seem to find Another way Though you want to Though you try to You can't stop the rain For the first time It's not you Who can heal me I need some distance To find another road It's not so easy Sorrow, such a heavy load I'll be broken And I show it But I'm gonna have to live Without you here Though you want to Though you try to You can't stop the rain For the first time It's not you Who can heal me Poets say As time's a case A broken souls were mend But you would come around again So my sorrow's gonna end But it's not you... Heal me... But it's not you... Heal me... Though you want to Though you try to You can't stop the rain For the first time It's not you Who can heal me Though you want to Though you try to You can't stop the rain For the first time It's not youWho can heal me Heal me left her thoughts ♥ 11:15:00 AM
♥ Monday, August 28 ♥
URGG!!!that stupid spoilt brat student of mine. i wanted to ring his neck.. i made him write lines. and he started wailing and crying and started kicking the table.. so spoilt. he can go eat s**t and die.. well,my life has taken an unexpected twist. many things can happen after 6 years. but i never expected it to ever happen. well, i'm hopeful for the future.. =) left her thoughts ♥ 9:08:00 PM
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giving tuition later.with that spoilt brat. lets hope today i won't throw him out of his window.. please pray for him.. for his safety i mean.. heh heh heh.. left her thoughts ♥ 3:25:00 PM
♥ Sunday, August 27 ♥
just woke up..feeling groogy.. came home at 8am today. no sleep last night. kai's house was overcrowded. dang the guys, they hogged the bed.and all the girls had to keep awake. took cab home. didnt wanna join han and grace for breakfast cos i wanted my BEDDDDD.. so,cab was $5.00 and i won $3.50..so in the end,i lost $1.50.. heh.. okie,gonna get ready now to meet emily to go gym-ing!! byebye tummy!!! i'lll miss you!! left her thoughts ♥ 2:55:00 PM
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mahjong!!!just won $3.50.. goin home at 10?.. though ti was gonna mahlong the night away. but i feel like sleepin now. han is sleepin behind me... i think the living room is overcrowded. heh... sleep sleep sleep... maybe i should plop ontop of han. left her thoughts ♥ 3:11:00 AM
♥ Saturday, August 26 ♥
at kai's house now..kai's belated birthday bbq having a bbq but me and han are in the living room slackin. i dunno where grace is.. watching liverpool vs westham.. i pray that westham wins.. debating if i should go MOS tonight. but i'm a lil lazy... =(.. heh heh heh.. but i wanna dance... -thinks- meeting emily tomorrow to go gym-ing.. heh.. exercise at last!.. left her thoughts ♥ 9:09:00 PM
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FREE FREE FREE!!free at last. everyone thinks they're gonna fail Cost Accounting.. Cost was a killer. i sat at the examination hall and stoned.. URGG!!!... fail fail fail fail.. anyway,went to play pool after the paper!!.. after a year,i finally touched the pool que again!.. heh heh heh.. den went to esplanade and slacked till they closed.. wanted to go either MOS or Zouk.. cos vivian was at zouk and grace was at mos.. thought of splitting myself.heh. but when i reached home and bathed. i looked at my bed,and the temptation to sleep over-ruled all other temptations. and so,i spent my entire night in lala land.. dreamt of someone i shouldnt have dreamt about. urggg.. now it got me thinking just wanna put it all behind. left her thoughts ♥ 10:04:00 AM
♥ Wednesday, August 23 ♥
You and Me-lifehouse What day is it And in what month This clock never seemed so alive I can't keep up and I can't back down I've been losing so much time Cause it's you and me and all of the people With nothing to do, nothing to lose And it's you and me and all of the people and I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you All of the things that I want to say J ust aren't coming out right I'm tripping on words, you got my head spinning I don't know where to go from here Cause it's you and me and all of the people With nothing to do, nothing to prove And it's you and me and all of the people and I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off you Something about you now I can't quite figure out Everything she does is beautiful Everything she does is right Cause it's you and me and all of the people With nothing to do, nothing to lose And it's you and me and all of the people and I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you You and me and all of the people With nothing to do, nothing to prove and It's you and me and all of the people and I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you What day is it And in what month This clock never seemed so alive 'always you... left her thoughts ♥ 10:30:00 AM
♥ Tuesday, August 22 ♥
today's law paper was alright..manageable. definitely wont fail.. but... -looks at B with hopeful eyes-.. dunno if Mr B will come.. dunno why always the last question stuck leh.. hahaha... today's last question."docterine of undisclosed principle".. i sat and stoned at the question.. i totally forgot what i've read... urggg!!!!!! anyway,after the paper,wenling,purple and i headed to bt timah plaza. had kfc for lunch.. tell you ah.. we were all C-R-A-Z-Y la... we ordered 8 pic chicken..6 potatoes,2 colesaw,1 cheese fries and 4 drinks!! we were left with 2 chickens and 2 potatoes and 1 drink.. and we started at it and looked at our tummies and groaned... we talked and bitched.. purple and wenling were tellin me bout their problems with cock and boon.. sighs..  me and my gurl....always came home and plopped in bed.. and slept till 5.30pm.. tomorrow's IFA.. have a lil confidence.. so i dun think i'll worry much, but am gonna look through it now!!.. left her thoughts ♥ 6:09:00 PM
♥ Monday, August 21 ♥
Cheers to small cheryl!!!hip hip HURRAYYY!!! done my business law, i know i wont fail.. i love my notes.. yay yay yay yay!! Hello B!! Hail to a B!!! i hope.. -keeps fingers crossed- sat down the whole day from 11am and mugged.. mugged and mugged and mugged.. i'm gonna turn into a cup!! WHAHAHHAA..... wakin up at 5am to study again.. tataz!! ps: wenling,take care alright.. exams come first.. screw relationships for now.. heh heh.. i'm sure you don't want to retake any modules. sleep early and have a good rest!! love you girl!!! left her thoughts ♥ 11:27:00 PM
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patch and cookie are the smartest babies!!=) whenever someone opens the fridge door(where their cabbage and carrots are), they'll start squealing.. hehe.. they want their daily dose of vegetables.. sooo cute.. and sooo smart!!.. 'sighs,my lil babies.. how can i not have them? signs off : stupid winter melon left her thoughts ♥ 1:08:00 PM
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relationships turn girls into emotional monsters...
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♥ Sunday, August 20 ♥
dearest wenling,Love is kind,love is forgiveness.. love is something every human being is looking for. being with someone is to enjoy his/her company. accomodating each other, and growing tgt.. sometimes love hurts,badly. but thats because we feel for the other person, and we're so attached that every decision, every move they make affect us in many ways. but sometimes,if a relationship doesnt work out, we have to let it go.. its hard,but we have to. or else we'd be just throwing ourselves in a room full of misery. a miserable relationship isnt a relationship. but girl,this is your happiness.a part of you. happiness comes from your heart. if its not meant to be,it wont be.. you cant force things to work out, either it does,or it doesnt. guys wont change for us. a lepoard cannot change its spots. they'll be who they are,and we'll be us. if he cant stand you.. going away is the best. love isnt about passwords and all. love is a intense feeling that 2 people feel. how much hope can we put into a marriage? you see marriages falling apart.. divorces happen everyday,the numbers are increasing. if marriage,a wonderful thing for lovers. but still,it fails.. what about relationships? we cannot put all our hope inside. we'll definitely be hurting ourselves.. if a failed relationship hurts so bad.. what about a failed marriage?? its like a life totally falling apart. i'd rather have a failed relationship then a failed marriage. but,there's nothing called "forever".. wait girl,the right one will come. someone you can share your happiness with. someone you can work with,this chemistry.. someone you can rely on. someone you would wanna go home to. someone who'll love you for who you are and not what you did. someone who'll give you a 101%. someone who'll be willing to make it a success. someone who'll see you as the world and nothing less. i don't know who is this person, and i know you would not know too. but he'll come.. one day... i hope you'll stick to your decision, and everything will be fine.. if your conscious is clear,there's nothing to be afraid. i know mine is. it is hard, like it is for me.. very very hard... but it'll be fine,i promise.. so girl, no matter what,friends are always here for you. friends are people you don't wanna lose.. and i love you girl.. take care love, cheryl left her thoughts ♥ 5:22:00 PM
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if only i could turn back time.just 1 year.. this day, and make things right.. 'If only you'll love me in the morning.. -just forever and ever,babe... left her thoughts ♥ 10:06:00 AM
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once again..thank you soooo much everyone.. for making my birthday a nice one.. after deleting all the msgs in my inbox, i never expected it to be flooded again.. but,i'm fine with it.. you can flood it all you want.. ahaha,just hope my fingers wont get cramped up. tax paper was alright, the last question on partnership tax,35 marks.. sighs... question gone.. boohoo!!!!!! after the paper,emily asked me out for lunch, met deborah at the busstop and asked her to join too! we went to the thai noodle house for lunch and i went home.. didnt really wanna celebrate my bdae today.. no mood.... Heston asked me out cos he said he did something for me. so i met him at cityhall,he brought me to this restaurant.. sat down and on the table,there was this card with my name on it. and den,this waiter came with a present and a blue rose and said "happy birthday". den after that,another waiter came with a cake... and another happy birthday!! =) thanks for that lil time.. cheered me up a lil.. then deborah and lee hong came to Ps to meet me.. went to swensen's and had a free ice-cream.. its swensen's birthday treat..  caught -Click-... really really nice movie... very very very touching... highly recommended.. thanks Henston for that sweet surprise and for the time you took to plan it.. thanks deborah for rushing down to ps.. thanks lee hong for coming down to town to meet me.. thank you soooo much for cheering me up!.. thank you emily for always trying to cheer me up... didnt think that this birthday wld turn out this way.. i'm thankful for all of your time.. =) 'will you still love me in the morning?? - forever and ever,babe... left her thoughts ♥ 1:14:00 AM
♥ Saturday, August 19 ♥
to my dear friends..thank you soooo much for all the flooding of birthday wishes... and thank you Lee Hong,for singing a birthday song to me in the bus while you're alil high.. hahaah... that made my birthday seem a lil less painful.. i'm still waiting for one birthday greeting.. but it'll never come... because i'm no longer in existance.. 'a broken birthday with a broken soul.. left her thoughts ♥ 7:11:00 AM
♥ Friday, August 18 ♥
thanks to those who wished me an early birthday!.anyway,muggin for my exams.. =) left her thoughts ♥ 9:49:00 AM
♥ Thursday, August 17 ♥
cancelled tuition.think i'm staying home to study. emily and grace asked me out today, think they wanted to celebrate my bday. i cancelled the meeting with grace,han and ally yest. cos i was mugging for my taxation paper for sat. i dun wanna go out.not when i'm not done mugging.. anyway,for my bday... i think i don't feel like celebrating it anyway.. my exam paper is on my bdae! how am i supposed to go out and enjoy knowing tt my exams starts in like 2 days!!?? =( my bdae suay la.. but after my paper, i would really wanna hang out with grace,han,ally... emily..deb...taz...purple..peacock... just hang out with the whole bunch. it'd be really nice. should i meet up with grace or em to study??.. hmm.. nah... maybe home's the best. home sweet home... i realised something interesting. i've been killing ants in my room. and i realised that they actually have a kind of smell.. oh,did i mention that i think i'm changing cca afterall. to somethin that i really wanted to do.. dancesport.. the only thing i lack is... a partner. but its ok,girls will do.. if only they're willing to learn the guys part. mwhahaha... deborah's teaching me.. and i'm a photocopy machine.. i only copy steps.. once debs leaves me alone. i'll stone..and stone and stone.. from the start of the music till the end. haha.. but dance is fun. a sport i've always loved... but differnt kinds of dance... i need dance shoes. i shld invest in one. and i wanna go for dancesport competition. ok.. aim.. after exams.. i'm gonna learn the dance..rumba and chacha.. one step at a time.. learn i must... heh heh heh... - cheryl starts day-dreaming - the after exams activities..very tempting.. i wanna go for the eco challange.. river rafting..waterfall absailing.. SO COOL!!!!... but no $$$$.. =( left her thoughts ♥ 10:44:00 AM
♥ Wednesday, August 16 ♥
am very pleased with my progress.studying is goin alright. a lil better then i expected. trying a lil harder pays off. __________________________________________________ Whole Again -atomic kittens If you see me walking down the street Staring at the sky And dragging my two feet You just pass me by It still makes me cry But you can make me whole again And If you see me with another man I'm Laughin and I'm jokin' Tryin to get by I Won't put you down Cuz i want you around You can make me whole again Looking back on when we first met I can not escape and i can not forget Baby you're the one, you still turn me on You can make me whole again Time is layin' heavy on my heart Seems I've got too much of it Since we've been apart My friends make me smile If only for while You can make me whole again Lookin' back on when we first met I can not escape and I can not forget Baby you're the one, you still turn me on You can make me whole again For now I'll have to wait But baby if you change your mind Don't be too late Cause I just can't go on It's already been too long But you could make me whole again Lookin' back on when we first met I can not escape and I can not forget Baby you're the one, you still turn me on You can make me whole again 'Love is listening... left her thoughts ♥ 11:28:00 PM
♥ Tuesday, August 15 ♥
last min crashed Law Lecture at NUS at 12...the lecture was fun,the people there are very vocal. lots of opinions,very different from the lectures i used to attend. now i'm in the library,studyin.. heh.. Jy's photocopying notes from me.. all the law of torts,offer,acceptance and everything.. heh. and i'm lookin at his Law of Torts notes.. OMG! its as thick as our business law text book,actually,i think its thicker.. i'm gonna faint... whahahah... the sch's nice. i like.. but i guess i'm back to studyin now. tata!! left her thoughts ♥ 1:49:00 PM
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am stayin home today and studyin my balls off!4 more days to my birthday.. i'm taken!! mwhahahahaah ... left her thoughts ♥ 9:21:00 AM
♥ Monday, August 14 ♥
am very happy and contented with myself today.got quite abit of studyin done, and i realised,alot of my friends are like slackin away.. haha.. met that tortoise at orchard and we went to NANA thai restaurant.. had tom yum noodle soupy!! yay! and after that we went to the cc to study. left half way to give tuition. and came back to studyin again.. now i'm left with 4 chpts!! wohoo!!... yea!!!....... study study!! mwahahahaah!!! left her thoughts ♥ 10:57:00 PM
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meeting Lee Hong that mountain tortoise again to study.for the past 2 weeks,i've really been waking up at 7am automatically. and i'll lie in bed and think.. today's not an exception. something convinced me to wait till after exams. and my life would be sweet that it'd be one of God's blessing. it may happen,it may not. i'll just wait and see,for the answer to appear. oh! i cant wait... fugit!. i'm just deceiving myself. tt everythin's gonna be alright. i love him. damn it! i love him.. left her thoughts ♥ 10:43:00 AM
♥ Sunday, August 13 ♥
slacked today..went J8 to meet Edwin and Jy.. Ed went to watch a movie with his girl. me and Jy ate alot man. we went to Cafe Cartel,shared a St Louis Ribs.. and went to Thai express and had green curry and mango salad.. whaha.. feast!!! i was full..very very full.. whew.i can still feel my food inside my tummy churning.. -grumblerumble- headed to the park for a lil while. sat and on the swing and talked.. life is so unpredictable. we wont end up with the person we love the most, but with someone we care about but do not love as much. left her thoughts ♥ 11:46:00 PM
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previous post deleted.now that i know how he feels. i understand. we cant force things. and when things are beyond our control. we gotta let go. maybe i couldnt accept the fact that i tried to get him back, but he didnt want. cos i was the one who mentioned "break up" if its meant to be,it'll be. 'but i cant change the fact that i still feel for him. left her thoughts ♥ 3:26:00 PM
♥ Saturday, August 12 ♥
should i stay or should i go? he's still my cute lil love....... left her thoughts ♥ 8:49:00 AM
♥ Friday, August 11 ♥
gonna watch fireworks later and tml!!yay!!.. happy happy girl!. tomorrow i'm gonna meet up with LH and study, lets see if he's gonna be interested in somemore china girls.. hahahaa. yesterday,while studying with him, we argued over," a guy who likes a girl can still look at other girls". and he got pissed at me for threatening to call the girl his likes and tell her that he saw this pretty china girl,and took the opportunity to play badminton with her while we were studyin.. how distracting eh??  this is how an angry man looks like when being threatened.. and i'm till stickin to my stand! whether he likes it or not. hurhur... left her thoughts ♥ 4:57:00 PM
♥ Wednesday, August 9 ♥
Faults are Thick but Love is Thin..but.. Love never fails.. left her thoughts ♥ 10:22:00 PM
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taking a break from IFA..reached em's house at 1pm. been doing past yr's papers.. all the company's accounting is driving us crazy... am hungry..no lunch...-sobs- ok,think i'm going back to IFA.. urggggg.... left her thoughts ♥ 4:27:00 PM
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Happy Birthday Singapore!soon it'd be my birthday. don't know if studying session at Emily's place is still on. cos i think she's still fast asleep. dang,why do i wake up so early everyday?? guess its my biological clock's set to waking up at 7am.. how irritating.. and that stupid banana man keeps calling me at the wrong time. i'll try to call him in the morning to ask him if he wanna study tgt. and until night,he'll call me... how late can he get..... told him before... if there's an emergency. i'll sure die already... hahaha.. left her thoughts ♥ 9:51:00 AM
♥ Tuesday, August 8 ♥
Just 1 year ago,past midnight..it was your first time saying "i love you". and it was our 1st ever real kiss.. at -Cheekys-... well,went to esplanade. it was super duper crowded. squeezed like orange juice.. bad time to be at city hall. but,the Fireworks was worth it. even thou it was good,fantastic i should say.. but,something was missing,and my heart was aching... and so,this is the end of the eve of national day.... left her thoughts ♥ 11:40:00 PM
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study study study!!..meeting JY at cityhall, he says he's gonna gimme my early bdae dinner treat.. hee.=) my 1st early present. and later..we'll watch the FIREWORKS yay yay yay yya yy ayyay!!!!!!!!!! its gonna be a blast! woohoo!!!! fireworks here i come!!!.. wait for me ah!!! left her thoughts ♥ 12:45:00 PM
♥ Monday, August 7 ♥
Went on a Shopping spree with Deborah!!..bought this 60 bucks dress,and i tell you,its really gorgeous.. when i wore it..deborah was like "wooooo,buy buy buy"... and i agreed,really,its nice.. but i didnt pose for this photo,so my face looks kinda sucky.. but i bought it in the end!!.. i'm happy..FINALLY i found a dress...  the dress i bought... went Rocky Master to find Wenling just now.. man,i paid like $2.30 for 3 drinks... and photo taking galore!!!  the trying to act cool one..heh heh..  me and deborah!!! we walked a whole lot... from Hereen to Ps to Far East.. we both pampered ourselves the whole day.. did manicure!!! yay!!! SHOP!!! yay!!! ate a whole lot.. den went TCC .. man,we drank alot today.. hot choco,mango ice blend,citris ice blend,oreo frap.. whoaaa.. if we grow fat,i wouldnt be surprize.. heh heh heh..  at tcc... and on the way home...  i really wanna drift in that car!!  Taz and me tryin to fit into the picture... what an interesting day!! happy happy day.. my post post *****-up life.. left her thoughts ♥ 1:42:00 AM
♥ Sunday, August 6 ♥
the weather is crazy.totally.sunny yet darky clouds.. this kinda weather,no wonder everyone's falling sick. my birthday is coming up. dang i have my first paper that day. ON a SAT even.. sighs.. this year just isnt my year huh? but who cares.. its just another ordinary day. left her thoughts ♥ 10:44:00 AM
♥ Saturday, August 5 ♥
looking at ck's underwear.man its super ex. came across a few models.. i think they're hot! this one below, look at his smile.. wow... if only Singapore would have guys like him. its makes Singapore a place worth living in. heh heh heh... my gosh, he's just so hot!! so cute!!!! so dashing!!!!!!!! -flutter flutter-  and this picture below got me thinking. staring at this picture for 1 whole minute.. and my conclusion was.. "Is this a guy or a girl" its so confusing.. hahahaha.. she/he looks feminine yet masculine. very puzzling...  just something interesting and worth looking at.. =) left her thoughts ♥ 10:29:00 PM
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stress stress everyone!!exams exams!! study!!! haha.. had my Business Law presentation yest. for the 1st time i wore a formal skirt. i lost weight..since the time i tailor-made the skirt. which was way before i went to poly.. and now,i'm wearing it as a hipster skirt... haha... well,for your never-prepare-presenation.. we gotta A!! ggagagagag.... just a reanactment of a court case of the "LTA vs Paralysed man who crashed into the barrier while cycling over the bridge" haah.. oh well. after my presentation, i headed town to catch a 5.25pm show, -The LakeHouse- i didnt tear,not once.. i even wanted to leave the show halfway.. its just too far-fetched to even have a real romantic feel to it.. it really wont happen in real life. my friend brought tissue paper for me,but heheh,i didnt use. after the show,went to esplanade.. chill and took some photos(2 to be exact) the photos were kinda creepy so i just took 2. maybe its the 7th month.. so...thats why the photos turned out like tt.. heheh..  this is me and deborah... the smoke at the sides really freaks me out. and its coming from BOTH SIDES!!!... -hair standing-  i look like a small ghost.. this is kinda creepy too!! and so,we stopped here.. deborah had to watch a movie at 11.40pm. sent her to Cine and i went home.. so tired.. reached home at like 1am..... studying today.. =) left her thoughts ♥ 10:07:00 AM
♥ Thursday, August 3 ♥
medicine isnt helping.i still feel like shit. fever(37.5),flu,cough,sore throat.. its like a big combo! all attacking me at once. now my immune system is down.. need to slowly repair.. tuition sucks once again. i dunno how to discipline Alex.. he just doesnt listen to me.. very kek leh... tried to be strict.. i should have been stern and strict from the beginning. 'i love you,and i'm missing you.. do you? left her thoughts ♥ 7:12:00 PM
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woke up this morning breakin out in cold sweat..i was just shivering under my blanket the whole night.. and yest,even thou it didnt rain,i was wearing my jacket the whole time. man,this sucks. _______________________________________________ Where'd You Go Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever that you've been gone She said somedays I feel like shit Somedays I wanna quit and just be normal for a bit I don't understand why you have to always be gone I get along but your trips always feel so long And I find myself trying to stay by the phone 'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone But I feel like an idiot, working my day around a call And when I pick up I don't have much to say, so I want you to know its a little fucked up that I'm stuck here waiting, at times debatin Telling you that I've had it with you and your career Me and the rest of the family here singing Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever that you've been gone Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever that you've been gone Please Come back home You know, the place where you used to live Used to barbeque with burgers and ribs Used to have a little party every halloween with candy by the pile but now you only stop by every once in a while Shit I find myself just filling my time With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind I'm doing fine and I'm plannin' to keep it that way You can call me if you find that you have something to say And I'll tell you I want you to know its a little fucked up that I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating Telling you that I've had it with you and your career Me and the rest of the family here singing Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever that you've been gone Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever that you've been gone Please Come back home I want you to know its a little fucked up that I'm stuck here waiting, no longer debatin' Tired of sittin and hatin' and making these excuses For why you're not around, and feeling sorta useless It seems that one thing has been true all along You don't really know what you've got till its gone I guess I've had it with you and your career When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever that you've been gone Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever that you've been gone Please Come back home Please come back home Please come back home Please come back home Please come back home 'come back home left her thoughts ♥ 7:55:00 AM
♥ Wednesday, August 2 ♥
i'm still sick..fever,sore throat.. hate it when i'm sick..... anyway,got this surprising call from Kevin, he told me he wanna take leave from work and asked if i wanna go Thailand with him.. hmm..am very surprised that he called me outta the blue. but i told him i can't go with him.. and i'll never go out with him.. so weird.... oh well.. tuition was equally bad, Lavis didnt study,he cant remember anythin, here i am sick,tryin my best.. but i cant.. i'm tired,sick.. i'll pray for a better day tomorrow left her thoughts ♥ 11:52:00 PM
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had an unusual dream.anyway,woke up this mornin having a bad bad sore throat. think i'm falling sick.. and i have to talk alot later for tuition.. better drink alot alot of water.. i don't wanna fall sick...not now. not this time when time is precious. 'Lord,please give me strength.. left her thoughts ♥ 7:14:00 AM
♥ Tuesday, August 1 ♥
went to Gelare again.not that i wanted to go,my friend did. sheeks,if only i had known,i wouldnt have eaten the XXXL chicken.. do you know that Shilin mee sua raised their prices. instead of 3 bucks its 3.2o buckies!!! 20 cents may seem little.. but imagine ppl like me who's nuts over their mee sua.. 15 bowls of mee sua could have gotten me 1 more mee sua.. hahaha,don't worry,i'm not tt crazy.. actually,i've stopped eating mee sua quite awhile ago.. my last time eating was.. URGG.i don't wanna think about it or else my heart wld be screwed again. yea,anyway.. man,our standard of living is getting higher and higher.. =( i realised i havent been blogging this much in a long long long time, well,now that i'm much free-er and to occupy myself. finally,i can really let out my feelings once again. maybe not feelings,but thinking(s). didnt have the time to think like tt, there were other things on my mind.. havent been talking bout my everyday life. but,i'm catching up with friends now. now that i have time,i can talk to them more.. and not ps them anymore catch up not goin out la. no time to go out..EXAMS..EXAMS.. everyone... feel STRESS.. -evil laughter- going to get my Bs. i must get it. am studying tomorrow after giving tuition. hope i'm not too tired after my tuition.. Lavis,must concentrate tml kk.. remember what i taught you last lesson. your collective nouns.. i know you're a good boy.. well,to me you've been good.. definitely then that classmate of yours.. oh,did i forget to mention that the 2 students i am teaching are actually classmates? haha...the world is sooo small right? both Pri 3 kids.. i like Lavis more then Alex. even thou Lavis is naughtier. but Lavis listens to me and not talk back to me like Alex. i'm nice to both of them. Only Alex takes advantage of me being nice. but yest,i was stricter with him. am feeling tired, havent been sleepin well these few days.. just cant sleep.. only yest i slept early,cos i had a slight fever. well,think i've said enough.. good night!! 'at the end of the day,you're still the one i love,lil' lobster used-to-be.. i miss calling you that. left her thoughts ♥ 10:26:00 PM
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so near the examinations and yet,we still have projects.what on earth is goin on with the sch man. had a weird dream. dreamt of Shing Yee.. and i also dreamt about "Guan ying".. ???...why did she appear in my dreams?? hmm.. gotta do my project later, not sure if i wanna go for training. pretty lazy. heh. i wanna watch "Lake House",but i heard it isnt that good.. and Julian,he quit NP.. what on earth was he thinking?? sucha foolish thing to do. he's throwing his future away. went to the esplanade on sat, scenes that really really bugged me. group of young kids hanging around. police here and there. the kids trying to act big and with just one look, you can tell that they're around 13-14. holding cigs openly and rowdy behaviour.. i feel pretty disgusted. esplanade is supposed to be a place where its quiet, one can enjoy the peaceful scenery and couples have their quiet moments together. with them around, it made me feel that i'm on a gangster ground. very very disturbing. i mean its totally fine to go out in groups and all. but smoking and throwing cig butts around, making exceptionally loud noises and with all the vulgarities.. its a NONO... and OH.. we have No more fresh air in esplanade.. heh heh.. please,if you're thinking about heading down to esplanade on a sat with ur loved ones. think twice..3 times and think 1000 zillion times about going there. Firstly, you wouldnt be able to have your quiet lil romantic moments. you'll be chocked by all the smoke from cigs.. and you'll have a hell of a time there,trust me.. left her thoughts ♥ 9:07:00 AM
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